nowadays, i smoke about a pack a month. I smoke two packs a day. If I’m working both jobs in the same day, then it can be like three or four. If I’m drinking, then like five or six. Been smoking since I was probably fifteen?.
i started smoking because i was in a play. My excuse was method acting, but deep down I really wanted to just try smoking cigarettes. I went to college and started drinking and just had an occasional cigarette while drinking and it took me here.
i know smoking’s bad for me. It’s probably something that I want to quit eventually but it’s a lot easier said than done. Meredith I’ve quit for, a few times, a couple weeks tops and then end up just buying a pack again.
edd i hope to get scared out of smoking cigarettes anymore, and finally be able to fully quit. Meredith I’m upset with myself that I have decided to pick up this habit and hopefully seeing the physical.
Changes to my face, it’ll help me make a positive choice in my life to quit smoking. I don’t think it’ll change my mind, but it’s worth giving it a shot. (sigh) Aww!.
oh my god. Oh shit, oh wow, ahh. I’m so old. The craziest part about it is it doesn’t look like I have makeup on, it just looks like I’m an old man. Ah, that’s awful.
meredith lines around the lips will make my lipstick bleed, and I do like to wear lipstick. Edd The looseness of the skin gives it a very almost frail texture. Michael Well my teeth are absolutely disgusting and I’m kind of taken back, it’s pretty bizarre.
if this is what my outside appearance looks like, just from smoking cigarettes, then I cannot even imagine what my insides look like. It’s kinda depressing, I just, I feel like I’m an old man. After this experience, I definitely.